Thursday, July 23, 2015

to know the man
























to know the man

                        …I did not dare to remember
Until one day
I met a memory
It was a  friend
He took me along under his umbrella…
                                                “Walker in Prague”
                                                Vitezslav Nezval

to know the man who had a small boat.
who loved children.  whom children
loved.  who had a limp but never broke
under it. 

until

his pretty wax-blonde boat,
sealed every season, stripped and sealed,
each petite seam squeezed so devotedly
even the sea’s obeisance
insists.

to kiss
such a man’s dowsing hands
that lift children into that boat,
turning

to gift a rain
coat to two shivering
girls . . .

and a boy sneaks
past so when the man is done
and pulling the chord and looks
up at

the too many, well,

they’ve settled down.  mild man,
they like him
but they… he’s not firm enough
and not enough
will get out. 

small boat. 
a hundred
yards out.  sixteen
children.  when the water’s up
to the gunwale he sees the last boy
he lifted
go stiff, a cold shift

wicks

up his leg toward his throat.
he looks up after
he sees the bow how only
bow dip in.  but
the man can’t

panic.  even as it all sinks, nose
like a submarine.  all those battle
ready.

                        to know
this man.  before all this.  before,

when the boat was solace
blonde.

and then.  only then, after.


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